Written by: Benj Medina III
Written on: Aug 31 '09 @ 12:04AM - 12:29AM
We're together having so much fun
I really like seeing your smile
Sitting beside each other
Looks like we're very comfortable with each other
It looked like it was real
But it was only a dream
So I tried to keep my eyes closed
And wanted to sleep all day long
Because if I'll open my eyes
You'll no longer be beside me
Ain't gonna see that beautiful smile
And it may take a while
Before we get the chance to be together
Should have slept forever
So that I'll always be with you
And I wished on a shooting star
For this dream to be real
Why is it so hard for me to say this
It is because I always hold back
Maybe for you that dream was nothing
But for me that dream was something
Because it looked like it was real
Even though it was only a dream
So I tried to keep my eyes closed
And wanted to sleep all day long
Because if I'll open my eyes
You'll no longer be beside me
Ain't gonna see that beautiful smile
And it may take a while
Before we get the chance to be together
Should have slept forever
So that I'll always be with you
And I wished on a shooting star
For this dream to be real
If tonight I'd dream of you
If I could then I would
Sleep for as long as I could
So I can see us together again
Don't want to open my eyes
Because I want to be stay beside you
So that I'll get to see that beautiful smile
And because it may take a while
Before we get the chance to be together
And I would sleep forever
So that I'll always be with you
And I'll wish on a shooting star
For this dream to be real
Monday, August 31, 2009
RTP#40: Update
I apologize for my readers (if there's any lol) for not being able to post anything lately. Yes I really missed doing this. One of the reasons is because I have someone to talk about the things that's been bothering me. Next reason would be because I've been doing quite a lot of things for my leisure as well it takes away my time for blogging. Nights have not gone any shorter for me. Still sleep like pass 12:00AM everyday.
This past week like I said to someone I felt like my awesomeness is once again being tested. I have told a lot of stories of having a hell week but usually it occurs during the 8th or 9th week of the term. I'm only in the 5th week and it felt like hell week. Even changed my schedule to not to go to some place that I really wanted to go to just to help out my group mates. And to make things worse I had one of the most painful headaches I ever had afterwards. But I think I was able to end that week on a high note because... Yes because I'm awesome oh wait I stand corrected I'm AWEMAZING! :)
And I'm definitely on overdrive everyday especially when it comes to thinking about stuffs and about her. :) Yes I always receive a comment that to just go with the flow every time I tell someone about what I do. But here's my thing with just going with the flow. If the flow is taking you somewhere that you like then sure why not stay with it. If its taking you somewhere that you don't like and still stayed with it then you may find yourself stucked in nowhere in the future. So once you noticed the flow isn't going the right way you can make it go left. Lol Just dig to get my point here.
Another thing I stopped writing my book. I will not continue writing about it anymore. Even though a friend would still want me to do it I still insisted. So for those who are interested to see it I'll be sending it through email. Just give me your email add.
This past week like I said to someone I felt like my awesomeness is once again being tested. I have told a lot of stories of having a hell week but usually it occurs during the 8th or 9th week of the term. I'm only in the 5th week and it felt like hell week. Even changed my schedule to not to go to some place that I really wanted to go to just to help out my group mates. And to make things worse I had one of the most painful headaches I ever had afterwards. But I think I was able to end that week on a high note because... Yes because I'm awesome oh wait I stand corrected I'm AWEMAZING! :)
And I'm definitely on overdrive everyday especially when it comes to thinking about stuffs and about her. :) Yes I always receive a comment that to just go with the flow every time I tell someone about what I do. But here's my thing with just going with the flow. If the flow is taking you somewhere that you like then sure why not stay with it. If its taking you somewhere that you don't like and still stayed with it then you may find yourself stucked in nowhere in the future. So once you noticed the flow isn't going the right way you can make it go left. Lol Just dig to get my point here.
Another thing I stopped writing my book. I will not continue writing about it anymore. Even though a friend would still want me to do it I still insisted. So for those who are interested to see it I'll be sending it through email. Just give me your email add.
LP#20: Slow Pace
Written By: Benj Medina III
Written on: August 26 '09 @ 6:31AM - 7:30AM
Moving very slowly and carefully
If the pace is still fast
I'm sorry this is the slowest I can go
And I don't want to stop
This flow went smoothly and one day changed it all
It is one of the special days in your life
I thought speeding up a little for that day
Just to make you feel very special
I have written my longest poem to date
In that poem exaggeration is clearly seen
Because it is too early for me to say those things
But soon I'll live up for every word I'll state
If not for that day things would have been different
I don't know exactly how but I'm sure it'll be slower
And the longest poem wouldn't probably exist now
Now I'm scared that history may repeat itself
I should be saying "Oh boy here we go again"
But No No No ain't gonna say that today or ever
I am not expecting for anything to happen
But if that's where the flow takes us don't be scared
Just relax and hold my hand
I'll take the fall and I'm gonna risk it all
I am not always going to make the right calls
But with you I'll risk it and we'll conquer it all
Eighteen sure is a huge number
But what's in it is not the best
I have written a couple of better ones including this
Safe to say that the best is still absent
I strive to make each poem a masterpiece
Inspiration is what making it easy to do
For one minute I thought of giving up
I remembered you and it made me better
From time to time I want to speed up
But I'd insist and stay with this slow constant speed
Like I said even with this slow pace at hand
Don't be scared and just give me your hand
Written on: August 26 '09 @ 6:31AM - 7:30AM
Moving very slowly and carefully
If the pace is still fast
I'm sorry this is the slowest I can go
And I don't want to stop
This flow went smoothly and one day changed it all
It is one of the special days in your life
I thought speeding up a little for that day
Just to make you feel very special
I have written my longest poem to date
In that poem exaggeration is clearly seen
Because it is too early for me to say those things
But soon I'll live up for every word I'll state
If not for that day things would have been different
I don't know exactly how but I'm sure it'll be slower
And the longest poem wouldn't probably exist now
Now I'm scared that history may repeat itself
I should be saying "Oh boy here we go again"
But No No No ain't gonna say that today or ever
I am not expecting for anything to happen
But if that's where the flow takes us don't be scared
Just relax and hold my hand
I'll take the fall and I'm gonna risk it all
I am not always going to make the right calls
But with you I'll risk it and we'll conquer it all
Eighteen sure is a huge number
But what's in it is not the best
I have written a couple of better ones including this
Safe to say that the best is still absent
I strive to make each poem a masterpiece
Inspiration is what making it easy to do
For one minute I thought of giving up
I remembered you and it made me better
From time to time I want to speed up
But I'd insist and stay with this slow constant speed
Like I said even with this slow pace at hand
Don't be scared and just give me your hand
LP#19: Open Up
Written by: Benj Medina III
Written on: Aug 25 '09 @ 12:37AM - 1:18AM
It is pass 12 in the morning
It is you that I'm thinking
Wondering what you're doing
Maybe you're already sleeping
Trying to come up with words
To express how I feel for you
Hear me even if your dreaming
Because I want you to know
That I'll always be here for you
I really care so much about you
I can't stop thinking of you
I can't stop talking about you
You're making me smile out of the blue
Everywhere I look all I can see is you
Even with my eyes closed it's you I see
You're the greatest addition in this new life
5 AM 8 AM 3 PM 6 PM 12 AM
No matter what time it is
You're always on my mind
Thinking about you all the time
Hoping that you'll be part of everyday
So that I can know more of you
Get to know you deeper and deeper
And make you more comfortable with me
I do respect if you don't want to open up
But I really am concerned about you
And I want to always make you smile
Especially when you're feeling bad inside
I think things are going pretty well
And I hope it would get better and better
There's nothing more that I can ask for
Because there's nothing more to ask
I know I already said this
But let me say it again
You are better than the best
And perhaps better than the rest
Written on: Aug 25 '09 @ 12:37AM - 1:18AM
It is pass 12 in the morning
It is you that I'm thinking
Wondering what you're doing
Maybe you're already sleeping
Trying to come up with words
To express how I feel for you
Hear me even if your dreaming
Because I want you to know
That I'll always be here for you
I really care so much about you
I can't stop thinking of you
I can't stop talking about you
You're making me smile out of the blue
Everywhere I look all I can see is you
Even with my eyes closed it's you I see
You're the greatest addition in this new life
5 AM 8 AM 3 PM 6 PM 12 AM
No matter what time it is
You're always on my mind
Thinking about you all the time
Hoping that you'll be part of everyday
So that I can know more of you
Get to know you deeper and deeper
And make you more comfortable with me
I do respect if you don't want to open up
But I really am concerned about you
And I want to always make you smile
Especially when you're feeling bad inside
I think things are going pretty well
And I hope it would get better and better
There's nothing more that I can ask for
Because there's nothing more to ask
I know I already said this
But let me say it again
You are better than the best
And perhaps better than the rest
LP#18: Risk it All
Written by: Benj Medina III
On: Aug 4 '09 @ 1:30AM
I am willing to take the risks
Taking chances on every move
I am risking it all for the thrill
Not afraid of losing it all in an instant
But that was before I met you
Now I want to play it safe
Instead of going for the win
I will choose to go for a tie
It's because I don't want to lose you
I want everything to be perfect
I am hesitating on every move
Thinking a lot before doing such things
So afraid to take the risk and lose it all
I know we're just getting started
But I can sense a bright future ahead
There's nothing else that I can say
But I am so afraid of making a move
Because if it is blocked
I don't know if I could rise up
From that rejection
But then I realized
I just got to face it
I need to step up
I will give it more than my best
I am going to take the risk
I will go all in
What's going to happen next is up to you
On: Aug 4 '09 @ 1:30AM
I am willing to take the risks
Taking chances on every move
I am risking it all for the thrill
Not afraid of losing it all in an instant
But that was before I met you
Now I want to play it safe
Instead of going for the win
I will choose to go for a tie
It's because I don't want to lose you
I want everything to be perfect
I am hesitating on every move
Thinking a lot before doing such things
So afraid to take the risk and lose it all
I know we're just getting started
But I can sense a bright future ahead
There's nothing else that I can say
But I am so afraid of making a move
Because if it is blocked
I don't know if I could rise up
From that rejection
But then I realized
I just got to face it
I need to step up
I will give it more than my best
I am going to take the risk
I will go all in
What's going to happen next is up to you
Saturday, August 15, 2009
PP#7: 18 Stanzas
Written by: Benj Medina III
On: Aug 14 '09 from 1:20AM -2:10AM
//Jace.. Sorry 4 the delay well here it is
Hope you'll like it//
Today is your birthday
Not just any other birthdays
Today is your 18th birthday
I wont be able to give you one of the 18 roses
Or drink one of the18 shots after giving a message
But what I can do is write all 18 stanzas for you
I
This one really is meant for a special girl
I can't come up with another word
Even though there's thousands of it
Perfect is the only word I know to describe you
II
Exaggerated? Yes about 0.01%
Because no one can be 100% perfect
But hey you're close enough
To be considered as one anyways
III
The first time I saw your picture
Although it may sound silly
I thought you are a poser
Because you're so pretty
IV
And from the very moment
I was told that you're not
And followed by surprising traits of yours
It made me crave for you
V
I wanted to meet you so badly
I couldn't wait for the day to see you to meet you
I just settled in chatting with you
And it turned out you really are smart
VI
You almost made my nosebleed at some point
But just almost because I was able to hold it
Even though you kept me waiting for your replies
Each of it is totally worth the wait
VII
Everyday I want to chat with you
Of course that didn't happen
Because at some point I was busy too
But I really want it to be like that
VIII
So after couple of days of failing
I already succeeded on catching you online
Even with a huge hesitation
I still pulled the trigger
IX
I thought I missed my shot
I only had one bullet
Now I have nothing left
But it turned out that I made it
X
For a moment the world stopped
I can't believe that you gave it to me
Your cellphone number it is
I texted you the first thing the next morning
XI
At the start yes it was awkward
And I really do sound like an interviewer
I tried and failed to come up with a way
To make me not sound like it
XII
Trying to get to know everything about you
Is what I really intend to do
But it turned out that talking about things
Made me more comfortable with you
XIII
From the TV shows to the random questions
The boomage day you had
The awemazing day I had
What can I say it's just simply awesome
XIV
Day by day we get to know each other deeper
Our conversations are often full of laughter
But we also get to share about some downfalls
And not to mention the success as well
XV
Thank you for introducing me to Skins
Yes it did made a huge difference in a test
Due to mere coincidence the speaker is British
And I didn't have troubles in coping with the accent
XVI
I know I don't have all the right to
But still I told you that thing
Because I don't want you to be part of it
I hope you really would do what you said to me
XVII
Hope things would just get better and better
And this is the longest poem I've ever written
I'm not doing this to impress
But instead I'm doing this to express
XVIII
This is the last stanza
I still have a couple of things to say though
You are better than the best
And perhaps better than the rest
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACE!
On: Aug 14 '09 from 1:20AM -2:10AM
//Jace.. Sorry 4 the delay well here it is
Hope you'll like it//
Today is your birthday
Not just any other birthdays
Today is your 18th birthday
I wont be able to give you one of the 18 roses
Or drink one of the18 shots after giving a message
But what I can do is write all 18 stanzas for you
I
This one really is meant for a special girl
I can't come up with another word
Even though there's thousands of it
Perfect is the only word I know to describe you
II
Exaggerated? Yes about 0.01%
Because no one can be 100% perfect
But hey you're close enough
To be considered as one anyways
III
The first time I saw your picture
Although it may sound silly
I thought you are a poser
Because you're so pretty
IV
And from the very moment
I was told that you're not
And followed by surprising traits of yours
It made me crave for you
V
I wanted to meet you so badly
I couldn't wait for the day to see you to meet you
I just settled in chatting with you
And it turned out you really are smart
VI
You almost made my nosebleed at some point
But just almost because I was able to hold it
Even though you kept me waiting for your replies
Each of it is totally worth the wait
VII
Everyday I want to chat with you
Of course that didn't happen
Because at some point I was busy too
But I really want it to be like that
VIII
So after couple of days of failing
I already succeeded on catching you online
Even with a huge hesitation
I still pulled the trigger
IX
I thought I missed my shot
I only had one bullet
Now I have nothing left
But it turned out that I made it
X
For a moment the world stopped
I can't believe that you gave it to me
Your cellphone number it is
I texted you the first thing the next morning
XI
At the start yes it was awkward
And I really do sound like an interviewer
I tried and failed to come up with a way
To make me not sound like it
XII
Trying to get to know everything about you
Is what I really intend to do
But it turned out that talking about things
Made me more comfortable with you
XIII
From the TV shows to the random questions
The boomage day you had
The awemazing day I had
What can I say it's just simply awesome
XIV
Day by day we get to know each other deeper
Our conversations are often full of laughter
But we also get to share about some downfalls
And not to mention the success as well
XV
Thank you for introducing me to Skins
Yes it did made a huge difference in a test
Due to mere coincidence the speaker is British
And I didn't have troubles in coping with the accent
XVI
I know I don't have all the right to
But still I told you that thing
Because I don't want you to be part of it
I hope you really would do what you said to me
XVII
Hope things would just get better and better
And this is the longest poem I've ever written
I'm not doing this to impress
But instead I'm doing this to express
XVIII
This is the last stanza
I still have a couple of things to say though
You are better than the best
And perhaps better than the rest
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACE!
Sunday, August 2, 2009
RTP#39: Psych Chits
Yesterday July 29 '09 Dondie can't understand what his assignment is all about. I checked it out and the main point that I was able to get from the article is that people can be distinguished because of a particular thing that he/she does or possess. I would definitely agree on that and in my own words that would be like being a "geek" on something. It is like knowing the said subject A LOT better than anyone else. As I've said earlier that it could also be something that you do very well like playing sports, drawing, singing, dancing, writing poems or songs, playing musical instruments, etc. It would most probably be the first thing that would come out when you're being identified or to be identified by someone.
Take note that this thing does NOT only apply with the good things that you do or the positive traits that you possess. It also caters your negativities. So be careful because you don't want to be remembered as someone who always cheats in exams or the one who stinks as if you're only taking a bath once a week.
To simplify it it's like making a name for yourself or creating your image based on the things that you do that would make others recognize you for that.
Take note that this thing does NOT only apply with the good things that you do or the positive traits that you possess. It also caters your negativities. So be careful because you don't want to be remembered as someone who always cheats in exams or the one who stinks as if you're only taking a bath once a week.
To simplify it it's like making a name for yourself or creating your image based on the things that you do that would make others recognize you for that.
PP#6: Everyday
Written by: Benj Medina III
On: Aug 2 '09 @ 1:30AM
Everyday
I want to see you
Your pretty face
Your dazzling eyes
Your beautiful smile
Everyday
I will make you
Feel how much I care for you
Feel special when you think your not
Feel my never ending love for you
Everyday
I want you to know
That I will never hurt you
That I will never make you cry
That I will only love you more and more
Everyday
I will give you
Whatever you need
Whatever you want
Whatever you like
Everyday
I can't stop
Thinking about you
Smiling because of you
Loving you more and more
And there's no way
That yesterday is better than today
And today is better than tomorrow
Because for each day
I always love you more and more
On: Aug 2 '09 @ 1:30AM
Everyday
I want to see you
Your pretty face
Your dazzling eyes
Your beautiful smile
Everyday
I will make you
Feel how much I care for you
Feel special when you think your not
Feel my never ending love for you
Everyday
I want you to know
That I will never hurt you
That I will never make you cry
That I will only love you more and more
Everyday
I will give you
Whatever you need
Whatever you want
Whatever you like
Everyday
I can't stop
Thinking about you
Smiling because of you
Loving you more and more
And there's no way
That yesterday is better than today
And today is better than tomorrow
Because for each day
I always love you more and more
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